I'm 17 and I can't say that I'm living it. My life is a clock, ticks 24/7 passing 12 numbers twice a day. After the long hand has traveled all 60 minutes it'll just pick shorty and drop it off to the next hour.

Nowadays, as my life faces each day, everyday seems like any other day. I'm like the short hand waiting for the long hand to just pick me up and lead me to the next day, leaving me to wait for it to pick me up again then drop me off again and again and again and... you're getting what I mean? I'm stuck in this again-and-again cycle of repetitive life. See what I mean? And having repeated the same old things everyday is just tiring and fatally boring.

I must break out of this tick-tock life of mine.
Hope tommorow will be a good day to start.

one cup at a time

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one cup at a time

ok...i found the time and opportunity (w/c is so scarce in this house) to blog/update you with me life. so here goes:

raging neurons:

kainis!!! bumabagsak na ko sa practical tests sa zoology kahit sobrang aral ko. kainis!!! pati sa math!!! di na ko makakuha ng perfect score sa short quizzes!!! this is berry distressing!!! my aura... nahihigop ng mga tinuturuan ko ang aura ko. iieee!!! arghg!!!

may dapat gawin pero di ginagawa:

haaay...critique na naman. nanood kami ng "cultural show" nung saturday sa sm sta.mesa. for Php200, it's not worth it.mga filipino traditional dance from different regions and era. singkil,tinikling,sayaw sa bangko (asteeg to), rain dance, ligawan dance,kasalan dance, offertory dance, basta dance. narealize ko (ULET) na magaling talaga ung singkil namin nung curie3 pa ko. asteeg kami! haaay...nagtilian lang ung iba nung nagsayaw na ung mga naka-bahag. nag-acrobat pa sila at aerodynamic-dance ah. so tendency...ahem! kita arse! (arse..harhar). tsaka nagtilian din dun sa "pukpok-niyog-bra-and-kneepads" dance (di ko lam tawag e). isa pang critique din for Rizal courses, on the movie "rizal sa dapitan". argh!!!

new-found hobby:

1. stalking. di naman ung tunay na stalk ha. ung lang ung coined-term ko. meron kasi sa ust na 2ndyr biochem na parati kong nakikita(minsan hinahanap). at masaya lang pag nagkakasalubong kami paulit-ulit sa isang linggo. nakakalungkot naman pag hindi ko nakikita for a week.harhar!
2. sm hopping!!! pagkagaling sa sm sta.mesa punta ko sa sm cubao. syempre daan muna ko gateway tapos nag-ali mall pa ko. from their, i took the mrt to our sm homeland(sm northedsa para sa di taga-roon.harhar). syempre, must visit un.ahehe. at wala akong binili na kahit ano.

proven known fact:

1. xientians ay kalat na sa mundo. nakita ko si samuel raya sa sm sta.mesa. saya nga e, he was about to cross the street nang bigla kong isigaw "sAAM!". ahehe...buti huminto siya sa pagtawid bago lumingon. nag-aaral siya sa CCE, na katabi lang ng sm sta.mesa. asteeg! sa sm cubao naman, nakita ko isang batch 06 na nakataxi mag-isa. sosyal siya. at sa sm north naman sina arvin nakita ko tapos si cris kasabay ko pauwi.
2. ang fc at gc ay xientian term. (hala...i-claim daw ba?!?). harhar!!!

health check:

matagal na kong payat/slim. sanay na rin akong magskipo ng meals at kumain ng onti. pero ngayon lang ako nagiging anorexic! waaaah! well, feel ko lng...di pa naman ako kalansay na no. kumbaga, nasa point na ko ng boundary between, slim and skinny. i eat healthy food naman kaso di nga lang consistent ung meals. samahan ko pa ng pagpupuyat..tsktsktsk.

babawi ako. sakto lapit na ng sembreak. kakain lang ako nang kakain at tulog.

para sa linggong to:

lapit na finals. eto na ung last "normal" week before finals. matatadtad na kami ng mga pre-finals,quizzes at test. completion na next next week.haaay...2nd sem lapit na. bawi na dun!

to end this entry:

a plea:

soshite kizuita toki ni kangaeteru no wa kimi no koto de...

sore ga sugoku hazukashikattari

sugoku iyadattari omoete

sore wa boku ga kimochi wo tsutaeru koto ga kowai kara de

atama de osaetsukete mo kokoro ga dousuru koto mo dekinakute

autabi ni kimi ni satorarenai youni

itsumo to kawarinai youni hanashiteru tsumori de
yoyuu mo nakute kurushiku natta boku wakimi ni uso wo tsuiteshimau... dakedo

mou sukoshi... mou sukoshi...

kimi no kokoro ni chikazuitara

mou sukoshi... mou sukoshi...

ima kono toki ga kienai youni

douka kamisama boku ni yuuki wo kudasai

soshite omoiagunete mo kakkou warui dake no boku de...

kimi ga dou omotteru no ga ki ni natte mo

ippo mo saki he sumanai wakatteru tsumori de
jibun jyanai you na mune no MOYAMOYA ga

itaku natte nigetakunaru... dakedo

mou sukoshi... mou sukoshi...

kimi no soba ni irareta nara

mou sukoshi... mou sukoshi...

yoru yoake nai de kureta nara

sabishii toki mo namida wo nugutte ageru kara

yozora ni ukabu kakete mo hikaru tsuki ga

tsuyoku mo narenai jishin mo nai

boku wo mite hohoenda hora ne...

mou sukoshi... mou sukoshi...

kimi no soba ni irareta nara

mou sukoshi... mou sukoshi...

yoru yoake nai de kureta nara

mou sukoshi... mou sukoshi...

kimi no kokoro ni chikazuitara

mou sukoshi... mou sukoshi...

ima kono toki ga kienai you ni
douka kamisama boku ni yuuki wo kudasai

["Mou Sukoshi... Mou Sukoshi..."

lyrics/composition/vocal : Atsumi Saori]

thank you to cris dofitas for translating this japanese song(chorus lang) for me. "a little more"... thanks bud! kahit hindi ko naiintindihan ung lyrics dati, nadama ko naman at sakto pa sa translation. it made me feel great...kahit na mabigat.

"douka kamisama boku ni yuuki wo kudasai " - my plea...

one cup at a time

di muna ako makakapagblog. sa october na. sem break! and hopefully mabili ko na cellphone ko!!!

eto muna mga huling hirit ko..

waaaah!!! soober GC na ko. plus, ako ang tutor ng bayan!!! weeeeh!!! matuwa ba dapat ako. haaay..."migi paturo math!" waaah!!!...ako?..ako?...na dating bagsakers sa math, naging highest lang sa monthly period, ay siya na ngayong math wiz?!?! nani?

here's a great compliment given to me by a blockmate:
"miguel... iba talaga aura mo. katulad mo ung mga nakita kong taga-UP.
... pang-UP talaga aura mo."...

hmm...but i'm a thomasian in spirituality, i guess.
haha!!! ROAR FOR FOUR!!!! kami nanalo sa cheerdance last saturday!!! nyenyenenene!!! harharhar!!! roar!

wala akong masyado pinoproblema ngayon.

ow...rephrase that..
MADAMING BWISET NGAYON!
argh...mga taong walang pakisama at modo. di man lang gumamit ng salitang "thank you" or, "pahiram", o kaya magtanong muna kung pwede ba. kainis. mga taong walang concern. mga user!!! USER!!! FREELOADERS!!! nyargh!!!

haaay...masakit lang kasi pag ikaw mabaet ka sa iba, concerned at may tiwala at respeto. tapos baliwala sa kanila. tapos ang hahalay pa...sinong taong di maiinis dun? right? haaay..

patience is a virtue.

haaay...
stalkee...me stalkee.
damn me! harharhar!!! kiligin ba dapat? harharhar...

nga pala...
a shout out to all me taiwanese friends!!!
gyva, alea, giiil!!!
and of course... me mei mei!!!

kain and tulog is all the wealth you need, because health is wealth. and wealth is all there is. (confucius-ish). that's my burgis philosophy.
harhar!


till here for now. sa sembreak na. soober gc mode na ko.
btw, wala ring nakakaintindi ng GC at FC sa uste.
iba talaga pag xientian!!!
Ü

one cup at a time

She chose to walk alone

Though others wondered why

Refused to look before her,

Kept eyes cast upwards,

Towards the sky.

She didn't have companions

No need for earthly things.

Only wanted freedom,

From what she felt were

Puppet strings.

She longed to be a bird.

That she might fly away.

She pitied every blade of grass

For planted they would stay.

She longed to be a flame,

That brightly danced alone.

Felt jealous of the steam

That made the air its only home.

Some say she wished too hard.

Some say she wished too long.

But we awoke one autumn day

To find that she was gone.

The trees, they say stood witness.

The sky refused to tell.

But someone who had seen it said

The story played out well.

She spread her arms out wide.

Breathed in the break of dawn.

She just let go of all she held...

And then she was gone.

one cup at a time

and onto the latest news
(as of 10:41am, Tuesday, September 6,2005)

making the most of the day:
'coz we don't have classes. our faculty's holding a departamental meeting. hooray!

i'm done with:
our prelims. we had our prelims from aug30-sept5. damn! i'm gonna fail some subjects this prelims.

buzy on:
a critique on the movie Rizal portrayed by cesar montano.and a reflection on our "sojourn" of rizal's life. deadline is on september 7, wednesday. sheesh...good thing there's no classes today.

drooling over: (literally)
camera phone...a sony erricson phone. K750i, W800i, Z800i. nyargh!but i can only afford one and once of course. nyargh! i can only afford for the K750i.

click any of the images above to view a comparison of the three.

music interest since yesterday:
this is what i get from watching animax. i anticipate the animax musix, sort of the mtv in animax.i get to watch and enjoy Jpop. and the list toppers are: depapepe!!! never heard a guitar played as good as theirs! and also, yoshida brothers, very traditional yet modern. gawd, i'm getting Jpopped!


family issue of the week:
my eldest bro's muy. (watta code?!wurr?) but she's no good at all! she's an insult to the family, in a moral sense (i think?).

me issue of the week:
first, suppression.tired of being shushed! but i have no choice..and/or chance. second,..damn activists! and also those politicians i consider stupeeed!(has to be 3 e's). damn you!
3rd,and probably the most positive in the list...me stalkee! it's me turn to stalk now.harharhar!!

and that's for today. stay tuned. i'll be back (tomorrow?) for further updates.
we'll be right back after a long coffee break!

*cue nescafe advertisement.. "ulaaaaaaaaan, sinong di mapapa-"
self comment: -nyak! last part's corny-

one cup at a time