...tick tock tick tock...
oh! it's around four in the morning. what the heck? gumising lang ako ng ganito kaaga para lang mag-online?!?!?!
nah! actually i was semi-sleeping the whole 3hours(i went to bed past midnight). i hate doing this. this! parang desperado akong mag-online. at bakit? my kuya. everyday for the past week, his arse is already glued to the chair infront of the pc. upto the next day, and the next...argh! nakakasingit lang ung bunso 'cause they share the same enthusiasm towards online games. pfft! since alam kong magdamag na sila once makaupo dito, di na ko nagtatangkang makipila para sa pc.pfft!
argh!!! wala na kong ibang ginawa kundi magpaka-couch potato! sana lang diba, kada-araw na ginugugol ko sa pagiging
patatas e nadadagdagan ung timbang ko ng isang pulgada. (
pulgada=pounds, tama ba?). okay sana kung maging overweight ako(for once in my life!) sa kaka-
patatas, so i can feel that i'm being a
productive bakasyunista!
sigh...
speaking of productive... getting a summer job is hopeless. pfft! so disappointing. i feel i'm incapable for
my 18yr.old life. pfft! nangarap na naman ako. hmmm... come to think of it, i'm just getting fussed up with our financial issues. sabi nga ng mom ko,
"..'wag nyo problemahin yun. problema namin ng daddy nyo un..". but i can't help it. i'm not fine with the idea that i'm living under the same roof with people burdened with issues concerning everyone under the same roof. gives me the feeling of worthlessness...pabigat ba.
sigh.. ayoko lang maging walang kwenta...
and
patatas-ing ain't gonna help a bit.
hmm... spirits low...
must lift...
a cup in hand you know it's worth your while
a cup in hand let's sit and stay for awhile..haha! not even sure of the lyrics. mind you, i hate
Hale's version of the Nescafe tv ad. Champ's voice is just so....nerve-racking(?). ¬_¬ grrgh! specially on the first line of the song...masyadong malamya! phew! (
phew in english is
pweh in filipino??? haha!) anyways, i drink at least 2 cups of coffee everyday. at hindi lang ako. pati bunsong kapatid ko. ^__^ hot cup of coffee in the summer heat? well, i love sweating a lot. it's good for the body specially for the skin (?not really sure about that). and
coffee has more antioxidants that tea and red wine according to
Tweetie De Leon-Gonzalez in the tv ad. (a
link to some Yam Laranas blog about
Tweetie's tv ad). haha! i just love having coffee.
on with the coffee talk, i found my
nescafe ice shaker glass, or whatever you call it. basta, nakita ko siya kagabi..sa kamay ng aking
archi brother! -
*taas-kilay* too bad di ko lam panu ung smiley nun o_O so technically, hindi ako ang nakahanap. san niya nakuha un?!?! it's been hidden deep in the cupboards for a year now. argh!!! i
loooove that cup! it was a birthday gift from someone special.
-oh, slash that one- special. (there!) it's not the exact cup 'cause the real one had a crack (kasi ung bumili hindi man lang chineck kung may lamat ung cup! xP). so i had to buy a new one.
..hmm...sad note ulit...
nakakalungkot isipin, ung dating special ngayon...
slashed special na. i went through my
"senior" journals (the traditional journal, the paper-and-pen tandem) a couple of nights ago and sort of went into a flashback. then i realized...
special rin pala ko/kami sa kanya. kung gaano ko pinahalagahan kami, ganun din pala siya. err..di ko lang sure ung latter, pero
li'**o really did treat me/us special. *ahem!*(alam na...O_O).
harharharharharharharharhar!!!
wahahahahahhahaha!!!
nakoo....
harharharharh!!!
(as much as i'd like to share my laughter with you, i can only try to write it down in repetitive syllables. kung pwede lang sana i-record ung tawa ko ngayon..).
harharharharharharharharharhar!!!
wahahahahahhhahahhhahahahahahaha!!!
-_-
nakakalungkot naman..i'll go get another cup.
one cup at a time
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it was the last day of 2nd sem s.y.'05-'06. we -karla,krish and I- went to SM san lazaro to watch She's the Man as planned. then stopped by Starbucks for a cup.
di ko na ilalagay dito picture ko kasi mauukray lang ako. haha!