i am in need --

a lot of it!

but it won't be coming from the ones that i already have.

it won't suffice this ranting.

though i appreciate every single thing i'm showered of.

it's just that it isn't the one i'm yearning for.

but i've seen it, even though i'm not suppose to find it.

now i've found it, the sad part is it's not for me to have.

it'll cost too much.

one cup at a time