"I will play the fool forever..

...just to be with you forever."

i.. "have to let him go so i can let him go too"..
we've been thru a lot and i believe it's not enough just letting anyone go. but we'll be suffering the worries and sorrows, we won't be able to move on. though it's not much an issue for me due to certain facts, still i'll be haunted because of his different persona which i see or find in a particular individual. and i'll be together with that individual for 3 years. yup, a blockmate.

"I will play the fool forever..
...just to be with you forever."

she said i have to let go.. forget about the 3rd for the common good of all. but all i can say is.. hope is very comforting. all i can do is hope, and in the process, be stubborn and blind to the reality. but they already have a place in my life.. a position that can never be abandoned, a seat that can never be vacated. i was given an obligation to be fulfilled, and i'm proud to sayu until now i'm fulfilling my duties. but he's unfair.. he's abandoning his seat...leaving the audiences not finishing the show. hmph! unfair...

"I will play the fool forever..
...just to be with you forever."

unfair... that's why i have to let go...
but hope is very comforting!!! as long as i have hope.. all will be swell, yaH?

"I will play the fool forever..
...just to be with you forever."

there. i've said it...though not vividly complete. i just hope the preceeding days would now be something better .for the past days, it was just a new-a-day-comin'-up...let's hope for a good day coming up!


play the fool..don't know for how much longer...
-_-

one cup at a time