tagal na kong di makapagbuhos ng loob..
..sorry people..
okay i'll make this brief as possible.
everyday's a new day..
for the first days, i thought i was being an introvert no-placer until the
likes of francis came along the way. waw..amazing. i'm with people, as
in group of individuals, during lunch hours. having a meal is much
satisfying and belly-filling when shared with a gorup of people.lunchmates!!!
for the succeeding days, for awhile i thought my social life was coming
into the clearing, away from the secluded darkness of my lonliness.
uh-uh! not for long! now, my worst days are finally starting. i'ts not that bad ..well, not yet! but i can't tolerate such ..such...pathethic-ness! is there even such a word? i'll just coin it as "pathetic-ness".
pathetic. hmmm...ako ba? nyahaha! i don't know. i feel like i'm pathetic. para bang nasayang ung mga high school experiences ko. di ko man lang magamit. ...
hindi magamit? hmmm...
lie-low lang ako ngayon. low-profile. 52 minds in a block, and not a single soul brave enough to fused their overflowing ideas. ha! that's pathetic. (ano nga ba meaning ng pathetic? pathetic ako ng pathetic, mamaya di naman pala tama ung term. nyahaha!!!).
ung mga nauunang nabanggit that's pertaining to my block, 1C-MT. *cheers*cheers*.
ahem!
narrowing it down...
i feel bullied.
WHAT!!! si miggy, nabubu-bully?nani?!?!
ay ewan! people..are, people.
they're very inconsiderate about other peoples "people-ness". they tend to forget the fact that we're all beginners, all freshies. we came from different high schools. we all have different pasts, personality, experiences and we were parted from the people who've been surrounding us during our hs life. nakakalimutan nilang malaki ang mga differences namin, and we are all stubborn about certain facts about other people. kaya nga dapat, maingat ka kasi di mo kilala ung mga tao sa paligid mo. di mo pa alam kung panoo sila magreact sa mga certain things, actions or words na binibitawan mo. akala nila at home na agad sila. news flash! magkakaiba tayo ng kinalakihang cultura at paniniwala. mag-ingat dapat kasi baka nakakasagasa ka na ng iba. kung noon ang lakas mong mang-gago ng mga tao sa high school dahil un ung trend nyo, e ngayon di naman same people ung nakapaligid sayo e. malay mo ba kung panoo nila i-take ung panggagago ng isang tulad mo. are you getting what i mean? mag-ingat na lang. people are neglecting the situation na di naman tayo magkakakilala personally. hindi porke nakitawa na ako sa mga biruan nyo e pwede nyo na rin akong biruin na ung tipong panggagago. when i entertain people,it doesn't mean that we're personally close or friends agad. lakas din ng feeling nyo ah. dama nyo!
ang sa akin lang...di tayo magkakakilala, nagkakakilanlan pa lang tayo..sana e mag-ingat kayo.
consider this an open letter to my 1c-mt. as if may 1c-mt na makakabasa neto?
...well sana lang.
----
cut ko na ito... haaay...nakakasira lang ng magandang gabi...
monday's another day...
will it be a NEW day?
[one cup at a time]
..sorry people..
okay i'll make this brief as possible.
everyday's a new day..
for the first days, i thought i was being an introvert no-placer until the
likes of francis came along the way. waw..amazing. i'm with people, as
in group of individuals, during lunch hours. having a meal is much
satisfying and belly-filling when shared with a gorup of people.lunchmates!!!
for the succeeding days, for awhile i thought my social life was coming
into the clearing, away from the secluded darkness of my lonliness.
uh-uh! not for long! now, my worst days are finally starting. i'ts not that bad ..well, not yet! but i can't tolerate such ..such...pathethic-ness! is there even such a word? i'll just coin it as "pathetic-ness".
pathetic. hmmm...ako ba? nyahaha! i don't know. i feel like i'm pathetic. para bang nasayang ung mga high school experiences ko. di ko man lang magamit. ...
hindi magamit? hmmm...
lie-low lang ako ngayon. low-profile. 52 minds in a block, and not a single soul brave enough to fused their overflowing ideas. ha! that's pathetic. (ano nga ba meaning ng pathetic? pathetic ako ng pathetic, mamaya di naman pala tama ung term. nyahaha!!!).
ung mga nauunang nabanggit that's pertaining to my block, 1C-MT. *cheers*cheers*.
ahem!
narrowing it down...
i feel bullied.
WHAT!!! si miggy, nabubu-bully?nani?!?!
ay ewan! people..are, people.
they're very inconsiderate about other peoples "people-ness". they tend to forget the fact that we're all beginners, all freshies. we came from different high schools. we all have different pasts, personality, experiences and we were parted from the people who've been surrounding us during our hs life. nakakalimutan nilang malaki ang mga differences namin, and we are all stubborn about certain facts about other people. kaya nga dapat, maingat ka kasi di mo kilala ung mga tao sa paligid mo. di mo pa alam kung panoo sila magreact sa mga certain things, actions or words na binibitawan mo. akala nila at home na agad sila. news flash! magkakaiba tayo ng kinalakihang cultura at paniniwala. mag-ingat dapat kasi baka nakakasagasa ka na ng iba. kung noon ang lakas mong mang-gago ng mga tao sa high school dahil un ung trend nyo, e ngayon di naman same people ung nakapaligid sayo e. malay mo ba kung panoo nila i-take ung panggagago ng isang tulad mo. are you getting what i mean? mag-ingat na lang. people are neglecting the situation na di naman tayo magkakakilala personally. hindi porke nakitawa na ako sa mga biruan nyo e pwede nyo na rin akong biruin na ung tipong panggagago. when i entertain people,it doesn't mean that we're personally close or friends agad. lakas din ng feeling nyo ah. dama nyo!
ang sa akin lang...di tayo magkakakilala, nagkakakilanlan pa lang tayo..sana e mag-ingat kayo.
consider this an open letter to my 1c-mt. as if may 1c-mt na makakabasa neto?
...well sana lang.
----
cut ko na ito... haaay...nakakasira lang ng magandang gabi...
monday's another day...
will it be a NEW day?
[one cup at a time]